August 2012
“Well let’s break the rules. No complications. We can handle that right?”
yea that actually just fucking happened
fuck
i’m just gonna go cry now cause i don’t know what to say to that.
that would be pretty awesome except that right now i want more than she does and idk if i could handle that. but it also makes me think that maybe it would change her mind.
fuck...
July 2012
i just kinda feel like a sideline friend…like i can’t be a real friend because i want more than that. and you don’t wanna hang out all the time cause you’re afraid of what would happen. i don’t understand why you even want to talk to me when you have all these friends supporting you already, what am i here for if you don’t want to be with me? i feel pretty...
i would like to know what the point is of being able to watch all the olympics things live online that they don’t show on tv if the streaming doesn’t even work.
this makes me very upset -___-
although it’s probably just my stupid laptop
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you know what i love? when kids have their own words for things that kinda sound like the actual word but they just can’t seem to get it out right.
like 2 of my favorite of monsters are:
boo box = juice box
even though she says juice perfectly fine on it’s own lol
nu naks = fruit snacks
and i seem to be the only one who can translate that one.
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i was trying to get monster up, and she loves watching the gymnastics and swimming on tv. so i said “we gotta get up and find some olympics to watch! some gymnastics or some swimming.” and she lifts her head up and says “hockeyyyyyy!!??”
that’s my girl right there lol :)
plot twist: the queen locks everyone up in the stadium and says, "happy hunger games."
wow..i don’t think i’ve missed someone’s hug so much in my entire life.
didn’t really realize it til she hugged me.
it’s a miracle i didn’t start crying when she hugged me goodbye.
i told her i was scared to talk to her about anything (anything meaning us) cause i didn’t want her to get upset and stop talking to me again.
i told her i was even scared to tell her that i miss her
i got more scared waiting for the reply…i kept thinking that if she said it back she wouldn’t mean it in the same way i do and i didn’t wanna feel that.
her exact words were...
oh and i’m definitely seeing her tomorrow.
i burned her a dvd of The Lucky One.
ya know, that movie we were supposed to go see together, and actually has a lot in common with her life.
and she’s stopping by to see us and pick up the movie.
i’m excited to see her..and nervous.
i hope she has the kids with her..i miss them so much.
guys seriously
we’re chatting on words with friends while playing.
i asked her what she was gonna do about the word i just played.
and she said “i will tackle you and tickle you! :D”
and i said that that would be very mean
everything good so far right…wait..
then she says “i thought i’d keep it clean lol”
so i said “and was it hard word for...
