Yeah, I've always had a love of movies and tv and stuff and a fascination for what goes on behind the scenes and everything. the NY film academy would definitely be amazing. Jeez, I bet she really did love it there. That would probably be like...the ideal place to go. Yeah, I'm pretty sure most schools that involve film and everything make you go up in front of the camera. I was considering going to a school in Connecticut before I found that out, then I sort of chickened out haha. I guess it's unavoidable, though, if you're going to go to school for something like that.
yea true..u just gotta get the courage to do it. speaking in front of people terrifies me lol
Yeah, I'm sure it makes it a lot easier when you're actually sure of what you want to do. Otherwise, it really kind of sucks. lol
Aw, well that sucks. But at least you're doing it, right? That's all that matters.
Ohh, really? Yeah, criminal justice is always really interesting. I don't hate the class, really. There's a lot of interesting things to learn. But...I don't think it's for me. I've really always wanted to go to school for video editing/television production and that kind of stuff. That's the stuff that really interests me. It's just kind of difficult to find good schools that offer that around where I live.
that would be a really good job to have. i think anything behind the scenes of movies and tv would be pretty cool. a friend from high school ended up going to the new york film academy, she liked it a lot. it woulda been cool to go too, but i think they make u go in front of the camera along with all the other stuff..and theres no way i’d be able to do that lol
Haha. Well, being up super late can do that to you. I'm the same way at the moment. But that's probably 'cause I'm sick lol.
Yeah, it's painful and it's hard to actually be good at something that's so damn boring. Haha. But at least you went back and you actually are motivated to do well. I'm sure I'd actually like school if I were studying things that actually interest me. So after I actually get a job, I'm planning on finding a new school and hopefully things will get better then.
The class I'm taking now is technologies in criminal justice. I'm just really grateful that my teacher just doesn't give a damn, so it's incredibly easy haha
yea, now that i actually know what i wanna do it’s a little better.
that sounds like a good plan, i almost did that too. but then i found out i could get financial aide so going to a community college it pays for everything. so i figured i would just get it done lol.
i would probly like that class. i have intro to criminal justice right now..it’s pretty cool. that’s the kind of stuff i like. do u have an idea of what u wanna go to school for when u go back?
haha aw. That boring, huh?
Yeah, I only have one class at the moment. I hate the school though. haha. So I'm switching to take a five month course to get a license to work in a boiler room after this semester. Haha. Fun stuff!
yes that boring..idk what was wrong with me today tho, one minute i’m wide awake and the next, i can’t keep my eyes open..it’s lame lol
i’m not a huge fan of school either, and it’s my first semester back in 2 years, and i was really bad at it before. but now i kinda have be good so i can be a big kid with a job lol.
Haha yeah, I love her so much I just had to make it official. :P
Aw, well that's sweet of you to say. It's the thought that counts anyway, right? lol. I can imagine just about anything would be better than being in class. :P
Hahaha. That's awesome. I would have found that one pretty entertaining, too. It must have sucked that no one actually believed you for a little bit, though. But it must have been interesting watching how shocked everyone was when they actually realized that you were serious.
Yeah, it's weird! I looked ALL over for the add button, thinking maybe facebook was being dumb and changed something, but it was nowhere to be found haha. But at least we're finally fb friends now. :)
yes..and i love that u are married to arizona on fb lol
and also i hope u feel better, and i would totally keep u company if we didn’t live in different states : ) i would much rather watch grey’s and imagine me and you than be in class right now lol
Haha alright. Well, I'm down to answer anything you might want to ask me. :)
Ooh, that'd do it. I can see why it'd come as a big shock when you're just kind of like "oh, by the way, I'm pregnant." Lol. You must have had fun with that, though. Watching the surprise and everything.
Yeah, it sounds like it would be something that's a little unexpected haha. But it's really awesome that you just knew what you wanted and followed through with that, no matter what other people might think about it.
and I tried adding you, but the add button was absolutely nowhere to be found. haha. Weird. So maybe it'll be easier for you to add me? www.facebook.com/gunsofbrixtonn
it was pretty funny seeing everybody’s reactions. the best was telling someone when i was at the bar and they were really drunk and then having them text me the next day like “did u really tell me u were pregnant last night?” lol
and then my best friend was in iraq at the time and i hadn’t even told her i was planning it. and i told her on fb messenger, and she really thought i was lying to her.
people keep telling me that they can’t find me on fb, and i keep fixing it, but i guess it just doesn’t wanna be fixed haha. i’ll add u right now : )
Oh, I know. haha. Tumblr is really slacking far too much on the missing messages thing. We'll just have to figure out another way to communicate or something. :)
Wow, that's awesome. I was actually going to ask if it was super expensive. It's amazing that you were able to put it all together on your own. That must have taken a bit of effort, but I'm sure it was all so worth it.
I can imagine it'd be really interesting telling people. Haha. How'd everyone react? Sorry, so many questions haha. I'm super interested.
its alright, i’m happy to talk about it. but eventually i’m gonna have to start asking u questions lol
well, i don’t have very many straight friends, so i would go to the bar and all my friends would ask if i wanted a drink, and i would tell them i can’t, and then they would ask me if i quit smoking. and then i told them why and they would be so shocked. it was actually really amusing. they didn’t believe me at first until i explained it.
but to my friends i don’t really seem like the type of person to have a baby myself, and obviously they weren’t expecting it at all lol
Haha well, I'm glad that I didn't disappoint! :) Though the whole having to wait hours to be able to see your messages thing really sucks.
That's incredible, though. It must be amazing to have a friend that was willing to help you whenever you wanted it. It definitely seems like it was well worth it, though. I just watched that video that you posted and she is so damn adorable. haha. It's amazing that you knew just what you wanted at that age and you were actually able to achieve it. The whole process wasn't too difficult?
yea, we could’ve have a whole actual conversation in the time it’s taken to read just 2 messages lol.
i was really lucky that it all just fell into place like it did. it was really hard at all. i did my own research and bought the things i needed, no doctors involved or anything til i was actually pregnant.
telling everybody on the other hand was very interesting
Went through your blog, and I just had to say that your daughter is absolutely beautiful. Also, I think it's awesome that you had her on your own, artificially. How old were you when you decided that you wanted that?
finally i get to see my message lol. and i was actually kinda hoping it would be from u.
thank u : ) i always knew i wanted kids, but for a really long time i didn’t think i would never be pregnant myself, that i just wanted to adopt (which i still do someday). i decided to actually do it 2 years ago, so i was 22, and i was like 4 months pregnant for my 23rd bday. and i’m just lucky that i had an awesome guy friend who had told me a million times that when i wanted to have a baby he would help me out. so it was pretty easy to plan. : )
time to move to my room so i can have my arms back (sleeping baby). and then i need to at least get a paragraph done for my english paper. and also i should probably watch some sophie and sian before i go sleep..and possibly some skins too.
uggghhh..why do i have to have class so early in the morning..its lame..
i just got a large fry from mcdonalds for .94 cents because i know the manager..it was pretty exciting
and now i’m probly gonna end up working there. even tho i said i would never ever ever work at mcdonalds cause i love it too much and don’t want to get sick of it. but, u gotta do what u gotta do i guess.
and now i really need to get at least a couple pages of this stupid rough draft done for tomorrow.
with buffy on the tv in the background of course : )
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ur the first person to do one of these things for me so that makes me happy lol
that I find really interesting and think you’re really gr8 and want to talk to you more
but I know I’ll come off as a creeper if I just randomly message you and go “HI I THINK YOU’RE AWESOME AND WE SHOULD TALK MORE BECAUSE I LIKE YOU.” so I just sit here quietly and admire your quality posts from afar.
when i tell my mom that i'm going to hang out with one of my best guy friends who also just happens to be the last boy i ever dated, and she gets this look on her face like "yes! she's straight again!"